That Nagging Struggle

Over and over again I face this struggle of not having time to do everything I want to do. I am facing it again today. I'm not talking about the daily grind of work/laundry/grocery/etc., those commitments that we all have to do. The things I feel I don't have time to do are things I want to do to fuel my creativity. I want to take my camera and dance along the edge of seeing things a different way. I want to put my hands on all the fabulous colors and textures of papers and fabrics and create something phenomenal. Maybe I need to try harder to find the joy in doing the daily grind and look closer to try and find something that I must be overlooking. Am I being selfish?